You put me on a pedestal

And tell me I'm the best
Raise me up into the sky

Until I'm short of breath
Fill me up with confidence

I say what's in my chest
Spill my words and tear me down

Until there's nothing left
Rearrange the pieces

Just to fit me with the rest

But what if I, what if I trip?
What if I, what if I fall?
Then am I the monster?
Just let me know
And what if I, what if I sin?
And what if I, what if I break?
Then am I the monster?
Just let me know

I was fifteen

When the world put me on a pedestal
I had big dreams of doin' shows

And making memories
Made some bad moves tryna act cool

Upset by their jealousy
Lifting me up, lifting me up
And tearing me down, tearing me down
I'll take responsibility for everything I've done
Holding it against me, like you're the holy one
I had a chip on my shoulder, had to let it go
'Cause unforgiveness keeps them in control
I came in with good intentions then I let it go
And now I really wanna know

What if I, what if I trip?
What if I, what if I fall?
Then am I the monster?
Just let me know
And what if I, what if I sin?
And what if I, what if I break?
Then am I the monster?
Just let me know