I don't really want to die
It's just how I feel

It's just how I feel sometimes
I don't want to tell a lie
I just want to feel

I just want to feel alright

I don't really want to fight
And just disappear

Float away for one night, no
Now I'm falling like a landslide
Thought we're on the same side

But it's not right without you

Gotta kill another demon left in my head
He's been scheming on the walls and under my bed
It's the suicidal thoughts that I'm fed
Welcome to my American wasteland

I fell in love with the war zone
This is not my home
This is just a place where I've been
Doing pretty well on my own
But inside of my own head
This is what I've said

Kill me better, you said you'd never
But you keep adding pressure to the wound
Light as a feather, I hate this weather
But I'm guessing that the cold will have to do

I take a minute to relax in my mind
I've been feeling pretty bad there all night
In the dark room staring at the phone light
Sweet dreams, farewell and goodnight

Gotta kill another demon left in my head
He's been scheming on the walls and under my bed
It's the suicidal thoughts that I'm fed
Welcome to my American wasteland

I fell in love with the war zone
This is not my home
This is just a place where I've been
Doing pretty well on my own
But inside of my own head
This is what I've said

Kill me better, you said you'd never
But you keep adding pressure to the wound
Light as a feather, I hate this weather
But I'm guessing that the cold will have to do